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Monday, August 10, 2009

not anymore.


dun wish dun start wishing indeed only wounds the heart
a song shared by someone specially to cheer me up (: thanks!



Awake
By Josh Groban and Idina Mendzel

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here, right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see

We can't stay this way forever
But I can have you here today

And I will remember
Oh, I will remember
Remember all the love we share today


i'll juz treasure what i have right this moment. the deep and close friendships forged.
because i know i wont have it ever again and never again.
i dun want it. i cant want it, not anymore.
it feels as though having beared my soul out, it feels as though i've been ripped apart. even though i know i didnt and cant give it my all ever because i dun know how, it still hurts. really bad. having to let go of what seemed to be forever. having to say goodbye to those dreams and good times. being caught in the middle, or trying to start smth afresh. i dun know if i will ever meet people like you both ever in future. it hurts me to know that it's goodbye to what i used to know and juz got to know during these short few months. i wish i had more time. give us more time to be this way. so that we can stay like this forever. that nothing will change. i cant hold on to both. i dun wan to let go of any, but i have to let go of both. it honestly does feel like 2 sharp blades juz stabbing in. it really does.
i'm sorry i broke my promise. i mel-ed. big time.

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